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Wassup all.
Today i stay all home WHOLE DAY
Geez.
Buttock veri hot alrdy
SIT SIT SIT
Play dota the campainge thingy the WHOLE THING
Play finsih about like 5 hours?
Of cuz i play cheat ah
LOL thn so fast
But quite cool leh!
But hor ending damn sad lah!
TB kanna beaten by the arhtus or smth smth =.=
WALAO EH
I LOVE TB LEH
Sad sial
Thn after that today i realised i ate veri less
But im veri full!
Thn i took my body to the test
SO I DO PULL UP.
READ THE WORD.
PULL UP
Yeah i know u nv see me do be4
But this time
OMHG
I did it.
But not really fully ah
Last time i cant even hang myself on the bar for 10 secs
This time i think i really improve!
Eh zai leh
But if u guys wanna look down LOOK AH
Nv tell u look up on me
ahaha
Wait till i sec 4
or 5
Ahaha
Soo shoick man
The feeling
Thn tmr got xrave
ahaha
Gonna be fun
But for me
Christmas more fun lah
Still need say meh
LOL
I stop blogging alrdy
Seem like now this time alot of people notice my blog.
My life?
My Friends?
Haha
Stop now
Bye bye :)


Wassup all.
Im so happy cause of some reason
Hahaha i think God is soo awesome haha

This Christmas Gonna be soo fun.
I Alson,Daniel,Bonnevie gg Church for Christmas haha
Cant wait
Gonna be soo fun
Esp Best Friends who are going and who fucken understand how the way i am instead of those Bitchy F21.
P/S: Not Refering to XiaoJiao,Weiling,MingJun and Bao Sheng
Hahaha
Most of them are fucken bitchy.
But nevermind!
I pray God will Plant My Best friends in Church.
God Please.
If you Let that happened.
I'll be soo happy
Esp Alson.
:)
God I love yah man!
Okay So today
Was Rather Stupid
Surposed to meet bao sheng at Woodlands and have lunch thn go dota/lan
Thn meeting time at 12
Thn i woke up at 7
thn Snore for bout 3 hours?
Thn i woke up agian play game
Thn i kept playing and playing
thn i turn my head
See the clock
12:14
Thn i was like
Hmm today bored sial what to do
thn i rmb
OUH SHITTT NUUU
BAO SHENG DANIEL BONNEVIE!!!
Thn i faster choing bathe everything
Thn Bon also Late
Thn meet Bon at Yishun
Thn Bao Sheng say forget bout lunch
Go his House play Dota
Haha
Thn Bao Sheng Is like Trashing me daniel and bon siol
But Sad to say
IM THE MOST PROEST
Other thn bao sheng
HAHAHA
Thn after that Bao sheng need to go
Thn i Dan Bon go Makan
Thn after that
Take bus go old woodlands
thn Dan perice his 2nd hole
Thn wake around old woodlands
Thn go dan house take his drumstick thn he go his drum lesson
Thn i Bon go eat dinner
OMHG i tell u i dont know what i eat half a plate of rice i fucken full aalrdy!!!
Thn dan drum lesson fisinsh
Thn go play at playground
and i can almost do a flag leh!
But hor
Still need lose some weight
I addmit lah
Im heavy =.=
And those spammers out there.
Wanna say im Fat or whatever
Go ahead uh.
But at least Im much better thn a Fat person.
hahaha
Thn play and play
thn i and bon went home
Thn i still super full after the dinner when daniel having his drum lesson
Then came back home bathe use com and blogging now
Hahaha
When playing at the playground I dan Bon talk alot stuff like when we 18 what we wanna do
haha soo cool!
And christmas!
Cant wait for it!
Esp Christmas with Friends
Gonna be soo Fun.
I just LOVE IT!
:)
Real Friends arent Prefect.
But Prefect Friends Arent Real.
So F21.
Get this is ur head.
I dont wanna say u guys are Real Friends or Prefect friends
But to me
You guys are mostly "Prefect Friends" Which i tottaly dislike it.
So Get this in your head Ok?
And MingJun
You are/is/was like my Brother
Got any Problems must tell me ok!
Haha we almost same so can tell me everything :)
=.=
"Hi Kimm"
There i said it.
Blogging fisinh thn ka jiao me msn thn tell me say "hi kimm"
KIMM SONG BO!
Okay Okay
Drop off that sub
hahahahahaa
So
Christmas!
CANT FUCKEN WAIT!!!
Muahahaha
I rmb Pastor How and Pastor Lia Invited me to have dinner with them
Felt soo like a real family
Serisouly
I wish that could happen agian
But
Fat hope ah
haha
Okay guys
Next time blog agian
Duh Bye!:)


wa freakk!!!
Hate soo many people soo fucking much.
==
Change blog skin.Everything Changed.
Hope my Life change lah.
Next year sec 3 leh pcb.
soo many "gangster" in my class.
how to live lah.
Plus HoGc dont know how to last long sial.
CG like "fucked up"
My School Like "Fucked Down"
My class like "Fucked Inside Out"
But God.
But Saves The Day.
Jesus is the Way the truth and the Life.
Walua ehk
sound so Holy Holy.....
Aiya Fuck my CG
Fuck it fuck it fuck it.
But now only 1 person from my cg will read my blog.
Read Ah
READ AND READ!!!
See what i feel about this bloody CG!!!
==
and
FUCK IT.
:)
Angry way of talking and a SWEET CUNNING SMILE :)
Fuck it lah.
Dont know how long can last in church.
Love God Love "People"?
does the People involed in my CG?
If yes right.
I PRAY AND PRAY THAT THEY COULD BE IN MY FUCKING SHOES
IDC if my SHOES too big for them
THEY BETTER BE IN MY FUCKING SHOES and see how i feel in the CG and how everyone thinks of me :)
Really Fucked up.
I promised myself
If i wanna say vuglar
Only say "Fuck,chi bai" this two only.
No other Vuglar.
If can the chi bai dont wan say,.
Only Fuck.
Try ah
See how long can stop.
And i reailised smth
Some Friends are really Bullshits
First talk to u like Very close
Thn when turn around.
Judge u like so fucked up.
So Readers!
Get this in ur Fucken Mind.
Friends CANNOT BE TRUSTED.
Cause at ur BACK they FUCKEN JUDGE YOU.
If They wanna Judge You
Got 2 Ways for u to do.
GET UR FUCKEN MIND TO JUDGE THE PERSON INTO A FUCKED UP PERSON U WANNA JUDGE
OR
Pray to god.
Ask God to change the Person FREAKING MIND.
And ask the person to be in UR FUCKEN shoes for 1 day in church.
Yeah Yeah.
Thats all i wanna say to that person.
And if i could
I wanna go to the person wit alot of his friends and say two words to you.
FUCK OFF.
Christians?
Sister in christ?Brother in Christ?
LAN JIAO LAH!
Got ever treat me like a Brother in Christ?No.
100% NOPE
OR MAYBE
a FRIEND IN CHRIST
That might be happy
But NO.
MAYBE
A NOBODY in CHRIST
Yeah thats how u guys freaking treat me.
Thanks alot =.=


Hi all :)
Its been a long time snice i had a feeling of God.A favour of God and The favour of Men.
Althouhg i might be very dissapointed in Church and in my cg.
I will still love God.
Cause Cg is the thing which keeps u strong when the devils or anything makes u backslide
Well they did help me a lil but its rather sad that.
When ur back.
your on your own.
Wanted and gotten but now Forgotten.
Quite Sad actually but if i were to live in church without really a cg even if i have one.
I'll try my best to stay in church and never leaves.
F21 Reads my Blog i know
MJ ,YueLing,shana ?or anyone Reads My Blog?Nah dont even freaking think so
Only when they NOTICE ME different from last time and they RARELY if not its like Once in a Blue Moon they read my Blog.
Yeah No one cars About me in Church.
Only God.
If F21 u guys wanna argue with me that Oh Leaders did care for you but u didnt notice.
Well i can stright right up in ur face and say and shout and scold and say That if u guys were to notice how i fucking feel about u guys i wont be like this.
So Please please PLEASE!!!
Dont com out with anything that make me Sad or any fucked up reasons.
I love God.
I Love F21 Cause its the one thing when i go church its shows me about Jesus.
Althouhg People in F21 Arent really careing but Its okays
Love God.Love People.Love Life.
I never ever wanted to be a Gangster.
But most of you guys said im a Gangster or "acting" like one.
Well Its ok.
Say what u like.
I cant come out with anything to fight back agianst u that im not a gangster :)
This post really helps me alot and tells how i feel in f21.
Weiling Thanks for talking to me when i came back to church.
and when altar call that time u peeped at me when Pastor ask if Backsliders wanna go back to jesus or smth
Lol
And u talked to me bout how happy u guys are and how happy F21 is.
I can see Xiaojiao is happy and Weiling is happy.
:)
Great People.
No Wonder Why Ivan Loves them so much.
And they can be Leaders in Church and for God in the furture.
:)
F21 I pray that this cg will grow
Have more people Like Xiaojiao Or Weiling Kind of People.
Not like Some other people.
*Dont wanna mention Names*
I wish this year is 2008 when i first came to church
I wish to see how happy F21 is/was.
Now total weirdness
But Still can make it as long as the cg is alive
I cant do anything much.
Cause im just a backslider that just came back to God.
And no one expects me to do anything.
Hope More people in F21 will rise up and be leaders and Shine the Glory of God To other People .
This is my story.
My Hearts want to say it
So Thats all People
My life will get better i hope/Pray :)
Will Blog if im free :)
This is a Promise From Me :)
see ya Readers
*Hope there is*


People said if your pissed off or anything Shits is happening in ur life right now
U can blog about it and Show how FUCKING pissed off u are or fucked up u are.

I dont mind if u have anything on and u dont reply me or whatever.But if u like purposly dont reply me.Might as well tell me face to face that u fucking dislike me?

I Thouhg i made the Right choice but IT SO FUCKED UP WHEN I SEE U WITH THE REST happily lauhging.And i thouhg i could join the Fun.

I Quite smoking for Months!Done so much .I thouhg God would be happy.Or maybe U guys.
But Serisouly.
If u guys were to ask me to say my real feeling towards u guys
Some of u i might Be punching ur face till u Freaking Bleed.

I just wanna have Fun Yknw!Bloody mother fuckers.
When i see someone sian sian i also will like go talk to the person till he follow me or smth
But serisouly Fuck u guys!
FUCK U GUYS!

WL said She happy for me that i came back.
I also felt happy at the momment.
But not for Long.
Had fun with tug of war.
thouhg i could have use for stength.

WL said People in church will look at the new side of me?
Well i dont fucking think so.
Serisouly
I Dont Fucking Think so.
Sersiouly People Get urself FUCKED UP
Stop being such a group.
When u dont have a Good Friend.Dont find another Friend to replace ur good Friend
And when u got ur Good friend back.And u just forget who is the other person who take over as ur good friend.
I tot once a Good friend will always be.
Soo fucking Wrong.

Serisouly im soo bloody Angry and annoyed that EVERY SINGEL TIME I GO TO CHURCH.
Its the same feeling.
When they got the Friends inside talking
They just forget the person that just came.
Nice way of Making Friends Bitch.
If u know me i really tried soo hard to change.
Dont be so fucked up and dont understand other ppl's feeling
I help u understand ur feeling and u dont fucking understand how i fucking felt when i and alson was alone.
Felt like Friends Could even Fucking last for 1 Day.
Esp Church People.
Act as if soo good friends
When u guys talk to me i took u as my Good pals or smth like that
But the worste come to the worste.
U guys are just some serisouly fucked up bitches and whore
Try to fucking understand other people's feeling thn ur own Bitch.
God said to love people and i see how u guys are doing right now
So much for this Bitches
Get a Fucking Heart
Fucking understand how people feel when they dont have a True friend
Ur a Person for HOGC
I expect u to be like a REAL HOGC person but i was wrong?fakes are always Fakers.

A life,just a life.Live it Well.

I dont know if im drunk or not
But i feel as if Things people do in the world i can do it also.
It doesnt mater if ur a Fatass or a Nerd or a Gangster or a Monkey who creates Troubles at ur own house to ur own family
As long u have the Right attudite
U can do things People Dont expect that you can do.
I dont know why but i at first wanna be a drummer
Next a Singer?
Next a Dancer?[could be possible]
If People out in the world dispised you of ur fittness or face
It doesnt matter cause they dont know your own heart
If they have Heart They wouldnt dispised you Of your dreams
Soccer Player Told people said to DREAM BIG
I finnally understand what it means
As long u have the Right attudite
Nothing can stand in your way.
It will be thouhg but with the Right attudite
U will JUST PASS AND REACH ONTO UR DREAMS
A life just a Life.
Its Now or Never.
U Cant restart your Life from the starting
A wise Man would Encourage his Friends,Even his enemies
Life is Hard.
Its a Gift From God.
We have alrdy accpted it
We are living it right now.
So a Life,just a life.
Live it well.
A Dream Just a Dream
Dream Big and achive it for just your One and Only Life
If ur reading my post and understand me
Im sure ur alrdy a Wise Guy.
Doesnt mean ur Gay,Fat,Stupid,Nerd,Gangsterish,Coward Or whatever mean u cant be wise.
Dont judge a Book by Its cover.
Now u understand?
Kays i guess i gonna stop here,Felt sleepy
Ta Ta :)

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